Preparation for the Day

In general, my husband's moves to different work shifts affects our whole family. In particular, it usually affects me. When he's on 2nd shift I stay up later and struggle to be coherent when the boys wake. Last winter Eli was on 1st shift for a couple months, and I got used to getting up much earlier. I was disappointed when I learned he was going back to 2nd shift, but resolved to not change my routine this time. Best decision ever! Getting to bed at a reasonable hour is still a struggle for me as I seem to be hard-wired for night life, but the couple hours of peace I usually get in the morning is such better quality time than at night after the boys go to sleep. I'm recharged, not worn down from the day, and I can reasonably enjoy a steaming cup of coffee: one of my favorite things in this world.

My morning ritual includes stepping on the scale, which has been a happy experience lately. After getting my coffee, I curl up under a blanket on our reading couch, back to my craft desk, and gaze out the window and savor the quiet for a few minutes. (On mornings after a rough night this turns into a long dragged out stare into space until eventually I run out of time and have to start my day, regardless of not having read or wrote a word.) I then say my morning intentions, praying in particular for my loved ones, especially those who are going through rough times. (When the boys wake we say morning prayers together, followed by each of their own personal intentions.) Most effectively I entreat the Blessed Mother for a favor and follow it three times with Hail Mary's. After intentions, I flip through "The Imitation of Christ" (PDF) and randomly stop on a page. This may sound childish, but I reasoned that whatever page I land on is determined by God's Providence, so what I read is the advice I need for the day. (This profoundly insightful book can also be bought here.) Today's chapter: "The Truth Speaks Within Us Without Noise of Words". Funny, since I woke today concerned with someone's honesty with me... "Speak, Lord, for Thy servant heareth," Kings 3:9. I need to let go and let God. Praying God will guide my words today. After reading I usually write in my journal, chronicling the events of the previous day.

Today started out cold and damp, but already the sun is peeking through. Again today we will have two extra little boys here that I'm watching for a friend while she heads to doctor appointments. Four days this week we've had six little boys running around...and the house is still standing. God is good! And I'm now prepared to handle the challenges today will bring me.